Broken...
I feel broken... all I want to do is cry but I have to keep going full throttle ahead for my lil lovebugs and pretend that everything is ok. It sucks.
posted by SweetTraci13 at 9:01 PM
Sunday, August 30, 2009
About Me
- Name: SweetTraci13
- Location: New Jersey, United States
I am a mommy to 5 beautiful children. First is Aiden Grey. He was born on Aug. 3, 2006. Then I have beautiful twin girls, Raelene Skye & Violet Starr. They were born on Nov. 20, 2008. I was also blessed again, with another set of twin girls that were born October 14, 2011. My children own my heart & I love being a mommy! My children are my number one priority now & always will be. I love them to the moon & stars and back. Nothing will ever change that, they are my heart and soul ♥
As far as everything else goes... I am just me. Most of my family & friends call me Trae. I adore my family & friends. I have a good personality, I like to laugh & smile. I like to tell silly pointless stories. I am a dreamer, open minded, superstitious, eccentric, and a believer in karma. What goes around comes around. I believe in fate and destiny... Everything happens for a reason. I have spiritual beliefs but I’m not religious. I curse like a sailor. I am my own worst enemy. I have alot of tattoos & piercings. I love Stars, they are an obsession of mine. I love to wear funky crazy socks & toe socks... they make me happy.
Previous Posts
- 9 Months...
- They own my heart...
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- Ocean City...
- Happy 3rd Birthday Aiden Grey...
- My lil lovebugs...
- 8 Months...
- Best friends...
- Mommy’s Lil Boy…
- My Lil Sunshine...
2 Comments:
Hey sweetie,
It's perfectly normal to feel broken. Let yourself grieve. You have to let yourself grieve, even if you don't want to. Please don't bottle it up, because it's like vinegar... it only gets bitter and more sour the longer it sits.
God wants to hear your grief, so that He can comfort you, and instill in you His grace and peace.
I'm beginning to realize that every little bit of emptying helps... because that's a bit more that He can take over and shine His light into.
I love you!
Wow. I feel like that on more days than I care to. It is so comforting to know that other moms feel the same way that I do. It is okay not to be perfect. I try to tell myself that when I'm feeling down. Sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn't. And it's so hard to push through it at times, but we have to because our little ones need us. Be encouraged.
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